This world terrifies me, and it’s getting worse. Jesus, we need You.

Yes, I love you. But I’m done fighting for your attention.

Waiting in vain.

‘Twas our second monthsary not being with him. Probably he’s at home. The last time, he’s here in Legazpi but chose to be with our friends. He said sorry for it; I accepted it. But now, I’m not actually mad, I’m used to not seeing him anymore. Yea I do miss him. But what am I gnna do? I’m here homey for like almost 6 weeks now ‘coz of my leg which btw I got when I chose to accompany him. Not giving him the blame, of course it’s my recklessness, but I just thought he realized “my importance” to him how he “valued” me. That he’d visit me more often, like him alone, and not when my friends are with him. 

Dunno getting twisted again. I love him, I know he do as well. But I just want him to care, like physically, he’s here. Or not, maybe after he send a text for the first time he’ll consistently talk. Lately it seems it’s a group message he’s sending, then, he’ll reply like after a couple of minutes. And I’m losing interest.

Am I asking too much of his attention? Maybe not. Getting tired. Seriously. </3

#Taurus crave touch and affection like a drug.

A #Taurus has to know you thoroughly before accepting you into their life.

Each girl has that one boy she will never lose feelings for. ♡

BF. Dy.  It’s been almost 5 years since the day I met and laid eyes on him. I even changed my mobile network just to get in touch with him. Then we became friends and he finally noticed me. :3 I swore to myself that I’ll be more serious when I enter again a relationship and wnna have my parents’ blessing. He, then, became one of my suitors. Of course I tried playing hard to get. Someone even get mad at me when I chose dy instead of him. Sorry, you’re just not him :D 

Year 2009 maybe was not our year. It was a roller coaster ride. The road was so bumpy. It’s near to our 12th but everything was so messed up. We broke up. I don’t want to be stagnant and curse the world of what happened. I accepted things. I moved on.

New ones tried to get my attention. I even come to the point when I thought I’m ready to be in a new relationship again. But I guess being in love with him is something I couldn’t stop even if I tried. That whenever he blocks their way, I notice him again. Finally, he’d been consistent and that was what I really wanted. We tried to work things out and took things in stride.

Little did I know, I realized that he’s mine again. :D Of course there really are problems along the way. We still quarrel and fight. But this time, at least, I know I have the reason to hold on. :)❤

If you can’t handle me at my worst, then you don’t deserve me at my best. If you can’t accept my past, then you won’t see yourself in my future.

Loving you was the best thing that had ever happened to me. It hit me with the most pleasant feelings in the whole world.